When we bounce around from task to task feeling as though we are have no purpose. We are just like a ball from a pinball machine, just bouncing around in daze, just being who we think we are supposed to be.
We may even end up just closing our eyes and hoping for the best. We can do this for a little while but will eventually catch up.
My story is that I had a lot of responsibilities and stress put on me at a young age. I was a teen parent and by age 23, I was married with three kids and a full-time job. I do not blame anyone or anything for this. I created this for myself. I later had another daughter, and they really do not understand how much I love and care for them. I understand why they may feel like I don’t, but recently I have had an “A-ha” moment that brought clarity on that (that is for another blog).
It got to the point in my life that I felt so out of touch with myself, that I would hide in the bathroom or my bedroom and just cry. I felt trapped, I didn’t know what that meant, I didn’t know how that happened, and I didn’t know how to fix it.
This video will give you insight and remind you that you do NOT have to live like this and there is an answer.